Wana take care of you!

(Mark was on his way to home for his wedding anniversary,Kate wrote this as a gift after speaking to him the same morning)

Mark,

I may not love you,but i wana take care of you,
You are big enough to make it in your world on your own..

The man within you may think ti's wrong..

I'll show you the care of a woman that knows no bounds,

To hold u close without holding you near

It's not a sign of weakness so let me be strong,

I wanna take care of you.

I'll carry the weight of your world on my shoulder,

In the prime of our years till time ticks us older..

I want to b the reason for your smile,

I want to hold u in between my arms of life,as..

I wanna take care of you.

I'll be your rope when that mountain's too steep,

Be your hope when the water's too deep..

I'll share my blanket when trouble winds turn colder.

I wanna take care of you

I'll be your canopy,in the scorching sunlight,

Will be your smile,when things don't turn right..

I'll swathe you with words,everytime u fall short of it,

I will always take care of u.

(Kate heard the news of Mark's death(car crash),and this is what she wrote)

It's not love it's so much more,
For once in my life I don't know what I am living for..
You may not be here but each bit has your presence,
Without you this world doesn't even make sense .

When the good Lord took you why didn't he took me too,
So that i could always be there with you..
You are far away ,but one thing I know is
I still wana take care of you

No matter how hard death tries,
It cant take away our memories..
Coz in the end my care is stronger than death,
I cudn't stop your death from happenning,
So how can your death stop me from caring.

You cudn't live your life to the fullest,
But I'll make sure I live each moment twice to make up for you..
Life and death may have drawn us apart,
But I promise my care will always be there for you.

From your loving wife
Kate

*this post is a complete piece of fiction,has nothing to do with someone living or dead*

Wish you all a crackling New year!! :)

Let them grow!!

From vacuous expressions,to lit up eyes

From earthy wishes to sky-high fives

From silent classes to chaotic bunch

From dearthy lunch to unpleasant crunch

From a noisy slum to a tranquil show

I have seen them grow

From child labour,to mute screams,

From scars unhealed,to strangled dreams

From tiny feet and burdened physique

I hope to see them grow

From childlike desires to aspirations gone by

From smoke in a dhaba to castles in the sky

From moments spent in vain and tears collected

I think they have grown

From despaired eyes to half held hands

From unsheltered roofs to ragged pants

From caliber hung to song unsung

I see them grow

From a to zee to nursery rhymes

From witty proposals to charming chimes

From talents loaned to skills finally honed

I see they have grown

From a lame student to being a mentor

From a gloomy silence to cheerful fervor

From blocked mind to outstreched arms

I have seen me grow

From a star lost in a night

From a bird frozen in mid-flight

From the horizon sailing out of sight

From a torch searching for some light

There is a lot in them to grow,

So please help them grow.

The theme of this post is not mine but the thoughts and words are completely mine.

And this post is dedicated to the underprivileged children i teach for an NGO.

An Ethereal Spirit

One night I heard a knock at my door

Who could it be I wasn’t so sure.

I opened the door and was filled with glee

The visitors ahead were no strangers to me.

I welcomed the guests with a fake smile

For I knew- might not I get any respite.

An air of suspicion crammed the space

My home was now a mysterious place.

Have you any clue who these visitors were?

My long lost desires- all who refused to blur

Travelled they long- from dawn to dusk

At last were here to brush off my mind laden with dust

Some desires filled me with great zest

For I knew they may soon manifest.

Some were buried deep in my heart

Since I nipped them in bud with a feeble dart.

For some desires I had, my heart still repents

Why I had them ever, I forever lament.

Some had grown in layers manifold

They cry in silence while I suffer and behold.

Died the few- their painful death

Left were only the memories and wreckage.

Some bygone desires resurfaced and floated in the heart

I smiled morbidly as I knew they soon will depart

Ready To Depart When they were,night turned into ethreal hours

I wrapped them in celstial coffin,on top of that sprinkled some flowers

Again they promised to visit my heart,when i refused to make them my integral part

In vain they pleaded on their knees,but it was time for them to rest in graveyard.

p.s. i am highly thankful to preety(tweenu) for designing this beautiful template for my blog,though it is still under construction,but i know she will modify n make it exactly as i want it to be :) Love ya tweeny :)

Words-eternally yours

I thought for the whole day,to see what all can i write..

A lil smthng tat would say just what was on my mind.

However there was not a single thought..

That captured my psyche..

For no one else would understand wat i'd like to write.

My hands itched to scribble ;

And then i felt what world would be without words..

Few dots dashes n few unfinished pictures.

I closed my eyes n what i see is beauty n rain..

And if there are no words thn hw will u express pain.

For a single word can paint thousand pictures..

When manipulated n shuffled these words tend to nurture.

When spoken in darkness they spread their own light..

Forms a canopy when thrown in searing sunshine.

Words here words there,words unspoken words unsaid..

Words of lose words of win,words of wisdom words of sin.

Without words will u be able to curse?

Without words how will u flirt.

Words stretch their arms when u want to cry..

They transforms into a melodious song to make you fly high.

Loving words,hating words..

Embracing words,deserting words.

In my mind words tremble..

Coz while words are mighty useful thy are also vry beautfl.

As i rest my pen on the paper whch was blank few minutes ago..

And look at the hands whch had an urge to type..

I see some alphabetic carvings in form of words..

Fulfilling my desire to write.

An aura of silver night

Cuddling my arms around my knees

I sat on the beach of an unanamed sea

Resting my chin on the joints..

Canvassing the silver night

Moonlight was shining bright,

Spreading a silvery light reflecting in the water,

The hush n rush of the swiftly flowing silver liquid

Transmuting ordianry water into mercuric metallic flow

Watching waves wash up the beach and washing out again

Taking away the sand beneath my feet.

In the sky

Moonlight romancing wid billions of stars

Spreading the silver luminance

Two brightly shining silver star

Spreading thr silver smile

Seemed to perform an angelic dance

Showering happiness n blessings

The clouds were broken wid silver rays

Covering the moon now n then

When clouds parted

The beauty of the night sky was made to appear

There was subdued heavy silence

Some dark feelings overshadowed me

Sudden gush of being drenched in dark silver flow

To wipe of the fear,tears,and the past grudges

To rejuvenate self,n be a new born

And then thr was beautfl silver rain pouring frm sky

Gazing my past,

The droplets falling on the fallen petals n leaves

That silver rain marked a new beginning

And filled life wid acoustic silver paint

I still sat drenched wid cuddled arms

Watching the new horizon

Witnessing the silver lining of clouds

Transforming into a golden ray.

It has been a year since i have been into blogging and my pace has been really slow bt i love it this way,

so here's a Big heartfelt thankyou on my 25th(silver) post to all my frenz who have been really supportive throughout n to all those too who came here read the post but didnt comment THANK YOU ALL..

:) :)