Monday, January 19, 2009

unwanted child

You are the biggest looser,just good for nothing,someone shouted at the top of his/her voice,she turned around in an enigma coz there was no one else in the room except her,then who could it be..she heard the same voice once again n this time she made no mistake in realizing that it was the voice of her inner conscience..
She sat by the window looking at the sky..
The moon was high,n stars were scattered all ovr the sky..

She reminisced her find out where did she go wrong..or was she herself the soul reason behind her failures..
When her presence was felt in her mother’s womb,
Mother went to the doc to get the blooming bud aborted,as she was already blessed with three bright sons..and one more child in this exorbitantly priced environment would have proved to be a burden on her happy family..little did she know that it was a boy or a girl..
But destiny plays its game,docs denied for nipping the bud as it was too late..
Father was desperate for a daughter,n his wish was granted by the arrival of a daughter..“three sons brighter than sun,n a daughter prettier than moon,oh my love,how to tell u what you have given me”
No one knew what the future had in store for this little princess..the brothers were blossoming n spreading diverse fragrance,which was a sigh of delight for her..but what bout her?? despite being loved by everyone she knew the fact that she was not as good as her brothers in any respect......but its rightly said , where the foundation is unstable there is always a danger for the building to collapse.. but was it her fault??she was not the founder of her own self..wen she was young..she was like a wet clay..which could be molded in any the mold chosen for her ws deformed..
she was unable to explain it to the whole world that all are not the same… so she secluded herself from others..she was invisible coz no one ever wanted to see her,she was different,different from the rest,so they ignored her..she saw them laugh she saw them cry but she was never a part of them..coz she didn’t met their stature,she too cried,cried in dark,and in falls where no one cud see her…
every time she tried to come up..she was overpowered,and humiliated..she was crawling,crawling at her own pace..n every time she fell she had to start it from scratch..
she hated the sigh of sympathy n pity for her in others eyes..she wanted to break free n shout,shout as much as possible but she couldn’t do so..becoz she was living in a respectable society..
she stood all alone with stretched arms wanting others to accept accept her as she is..
she knew she have to resurrect herself..she cant let her failures overshadow her existence..the best way she found to do so was, to stop expecting from herself..coz expectations hurts.She was determined to be her own creator wat if thousands of failures come her way..she had the courage to face it with humility..
she still sat by the window looking at the sky,
the cool breeze brushed of her cheeks letting her hairs to fly..
a drop of tear rolled down her eyes,saying that her past is over..
and this time she saw the new horizon,spreading its hue all over..


Arunima said...

well I ws unable 2 relate to the story.

>>despite being loved by everyone she knew the fact that she was not as good as her brothers in any respect

if she was loved by her family members then y ws she left behind?

swati said...

that love was superficial..and her failures was the reason behind it..which she already knew n there fake love depressed her even more..
i know yaar its smwat an incomplete story..but cudnt express it better than this..
will try it next time..

Anurag said...

Beautifully written though, but its not clear what went wrong with her from the beginning itself?? Her father was happy...

swati said...

hmm i knw i didnt wantd to mention it bt i have to ,u know the evil of differentiation amongst son n daughter still exist in our society..
this is wat she too had to face..

Hemanth Potluri said...

little depth in the post ....i really dont feel the boy gal diff...but sometimes its there in some families and its a bad thing..


Ria said...

Felt sad after reading this. And this still happens in many places around India. I hate this kinda differentiation and discrimination.

Arunima said...

Ohh now I understand.
Sweety u don't need 2 feel like that, it wasn't an incomplete story. Only thing was that the message was a bit hidden

Toonfactory said...

I actually loved the story....and I can actually feel what was going short I'll say I can relate to the story...these are moments which make or break a just needs a push in right direction..thats all I can say..nice post Swati

swati said...

tanx buddy n where have you been missing..
take care

swati said...

ys i does happen..sweety..
well tanx for the commnet..

swati said...

no yaar aftr reading it twice n thrice i too felt that there were a lot of things to be explained more clearly..
n tanx dear..
luv ya.

swati said...

thank you so much buddy..ys that extra push n positive efforts can lead one beyond his own expectations..

Alok said...


It felt as if a splash of emotion, written extremely passionately, conveying to my mind a deep enough picture to make me smile at the end.

P.S. Grammar! Spellings! x(

Aneesh said...

it's a complicated story. with lot of mixed feelings.
'N saying about fake love, how can all the relatives be so happy if it was fake love?
Anyway, it is said, no questions in a story.
A thought provoking story..well written

Ria said...

hey there's something waiting for u on my blog. So do drop by.

swati said...

hey tanx fr sme good wrds alok..u knw wats the bst part of ur cmmnt, i likd tat u pointed out my weak points..i.e. my GRAMMAR n spellings..
im wrking towards it yaar i knw i cnt be prfct bt will definetly try to improve..
n tanx for bearing such pathetic english..i still dnt believe tat so many of u visit my blog despite of such blunders..
tanx budy..
keep visiting..:)

swati said...

@aneesh y
ys it is a complicatd one..n i knw most of u cud not connect to it still its jus a story..will try bttr nxt time..
n tanx for the cmmnt.
tc :)

Karthik said...

Story with a hidden msg.. i luvd the ending!!!

//she still sat by the window looking at the sky,
the cool breeze brushed of her cheeks letting her hairs to fly..
a drop of tear rolled down her eyes,saying that her past is over..
and this time she saw the new horizon,spreading its hue all over..//

Close ur eyes and imagine it.. Wow!!

Prianca said...

i dont why but i could relate to this post....the story is somewhat doubt
but the reality is that this is reality... it does happen..,i just wish wud stop shrugging it off by saying it does not happen.coz this post felt real.

About 'New Horizon'

It beats, it pumps, it lives, it listens, it feels, it weeps, it speaks,it screams.... it does whatever i feel... Just trying out here what my heart conveys.

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