unwanted child

You are the biggest looser,just good for nothing,someone shouted at the top of his/her voice,she turned around in an enigma coz there was no one else in the room except her,then who could it be..she heard the same voice once again n this time she made no mistake in realizing that it was the voice of her inner conscience..
She sat by the window looking at the sky..
The moon was high,n stars were scattered all ovr the sky..
She reminisced her past..to find out where did she go wrong..or was she herself the soul reason behind her failures..
When her presence was felt in her mother’s womb,
Mother went to the doc to get the blooming bud aborted,as she was already blessed with three bright sons..and one more child in this exorbitantly priced environment would have proved to be a burden on her happy family..little did she know that it was a boy or a girl..
But destiny plays its game,docs denied for nipping the bud as it was too late..
Father was desperate for a daughter,n his wish was granted by the arrival of a daughter..“three sons brighter than sun,n a daughter prettier than moon,oh my love,how to tell u what you have given me”
No one knew what the future had in store for this little princess..the brothers were blossoming n spreading diverse fragrance,which was a sigh of delight for her..but what bout her?? despite being loved by everyone she knew the fact that she was not as good as her brothers in any respect......but its rightly said , where the foundation is unstable there is always a danger for the building to collapse.. but was it her fault??she was not the founder of her own self..wen she was young..she was like a wet clay..which could be molded in any form..bt the mold chosen for her ws deformed..
she was unable to explain it to the whole world that all are not the same… so she secluded herself from others..she was invisible coz no one ever wanted to see her,she was different,different from the rest,so they ignored her..she saw them laugh she saw them cry but she was never a part of them..coz she didn’t met their stature,she too cried,cried in dark,and in falls where no one cud see her…
every time she tried to come up..she was overpowered,and humiliated..she was crawling,crawling at her own pace..n every time she fell she had to start it from scratch..
she hated the sigh of sympathy n pity for her in others eyes..she wanted to break free n shout,shout as much as possible but she couldn’t do so..becoz she was living in a respectable society..
she stood all alone with stretched arms wanting others to accept her..to accept her as she is..
she knew she have to resurrect herself..she cant let her failures overshadow her existence..the best way she found to do so was, to stop expecting from herself..coz expectations hurts.She was determined to be her own creator now..so wat if thousands of failures come her way..she had the courage to face it with humility..
she still sat by the window looking at the sky,
the cool breeze brushed of her cheeks letting her hairs to fly..
a drop of tear rolled down her eyes,saying that her past is over..
and this time she saw the new horizon,spreading its hue all over..

friend

Whether the day is good or bad..
Whether im feeling hapy or sad,
You magnify my happiness,
When I am feeling glad;
You help to bring back the smile,
Whenever I am feeling sad.
You act as a canopy,
From life’s frequent storm;
Like a comfortable blanket,
You keep me cozy, safe and warm.
You’re a light in the window,
When everything’s grey;
You’re a trip to the circus,
A picnic in the day.
Like a bright, sunny summer,
You are joy without end;
You are precious to me,
And I am happy to have u as a friend
You are a pleasure in my life,
I hope that you can see;
How meaningful your friendship is,
You’re a total joy to me.

This post is dedicated to all the amazing friends I have in my life..n to all my blogger friends..
Keep smiling! and
Thanx for being there..

spirit of love(a short n sweet love story)

They met,they talked,and they became frenz,
They fought,they sought,and they became good frenz…
Sooner they realized that they have stolen each others heart,
And this refreshing feeling lead them to a new start..
She then flew to a far off place,
But their love and warmth couldn’t be replaced..
They dedicated songs to each-other,
And their love blossomed with new fragrance of each passing weather..
Despite of not meeting for so long,
Still their bond became even strong..
So was the serenity of their love,
Just like the purity of a Dove..
All of a sudden,something went devastatingly wrong,
Her heart was stale,and his heart-ached like a prick of a thorn..
Later they realized,that it was no ones fault,
But unfortunately their relationship had to come to a halt..
But unlike others they didn’t blame,
Instead they tried to give it a new name..
If not beloved and best frenz,atleast they were good frenz now,
And they managed to share the same care and respect somehow..
Now they don’t talk quite often,
But whenever they do,they make sure that their souls have soften..
They pray for each others good future,
And hope that the other one always nurture..
The respect won’t fade away like the light of the day,
Coz they still love each other,but in somewhat a different way..
So wat,if now they can't live together,
They’ll always cherish the memories forever..

The first step towards love is friendship..but in case if that relationship doesn’t work why cant that friendship be the last step??
Well!!this year is about to get over..and im very happy..will welcome the coming year with great zest..
Wishing u all a very peaceful,happy,prosperous 2009..
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

keep on the jingoism(part-II)

I knw its christmas today n I shud be talking something subtle..bt im sorry..this post is a continuation of the last one..
its almost been a month since those attacks shook the nation..this post is not about attacks..bt smething equally important
A house of a lawyer attacked by few unknown miscreants this is a third time an advocate willing to represent kasab has been targeted…the same kasab who took hundreds of life.. and these are the same lawyers who were criticizing him 4 such a dreadful act a week ago..n nw they are ready to lead his case..tagging it as their “professionalism”..
Kasab isn’t a person who needs to be represented by anybody..terrorists should be denounced universally..this is what is required..I dnt understand is any hearing required in such a state where whole nation doesn’t even have doubt of his insanity..

law states that we are not in war with Pakistan so we cannot detain kasab 4 more than 2 months..n lack of a defence lawyer will delay kasab’s trial..
I wonder if the gvt. didn’t find a defence lawyer what would it do..wud it set kasab free??jus coz law states that!
These laws are for whose benefit??its 4 us right..
i dn't know why such an unlawful act is being judged under law..
The rules and laws that are foundation of any civilized society are never more tested than when faced with barbaric criminal acts..serial killers n kidnappers victimize individuals,they are limited in scope..but a terror attack like 26/11 assaults all of us,the entire community..
Terror isn’t a civilized act..

Laws which override citizens right are often misused and tend to do more harm than good..its time for us to think..n enforce new anti-terror laws..if law is the only option left to deal with these terrorists..
India has been acting with lot of maturity since past many years..bt hasn’t been paid off for its genuinity..so,outsiders misinterpret it as our weakness..i dnt knw why we are acting so sweetly with these terrorist..i may sound kiddish bt i strongly believe that kasab should be hanged till death aftr extracting all the information possible from him..i knw its gonna take very long to come to a conclusion..but the sooner we decide the better it is..or else we wud be witnessing another IC-814..
laws are made by a country 4 the countries own benefit..so,let it do so..
wat wud u say shud we grant kasab with a defence lawyer??

At last I wud like to wish u all merry Christmas..
In day-time..the sun-shines..so may ur all wishes come true..
In night when the moon-lights so may god bless u..
N if rain-falls..so let it fall n so shall it carry all ur problems away from u!
Merry Christmas..
Amen..

keep on the jingoism..

Yes my xams are over and im back,I should be enjoing,having fun..bt how?how, can I with an overburdened heart..i knw the reaction is a bit late but its never late when it comes to patriotism..yes im talking about 26/11..despite of my xams I was hooked up to my television set for those 60 hrs..i guess any chauvinist would do the same..a lot has been said and written about these attacks..but wats the outcome..we are back from where we started..just a handful of protests against these parasitic politicians,few peace rallies..is it enough to heal a broken heart..rather a broken nation?the same old blame game,a couple of resignations,is it wat is required??

A wedding card stating khusbo “weds” malayesh..wedding scheduled for 6th December..every1 cordially invited to bless the newly wed..but did this happen..noo..the guy(an iit graduate) was one of the victims at taj..i can feel the pain of that girl,her dreams are shattered..and in such a way that no one can rebuild it..i heard the sound of bands,trumpet,shehnaai on 6thdecember..near my house..but my heart ached..ached at those pinching sounds..would have been melodious for some..

A 2yrs old child moochee..was suppose to celebrate his b’day smwhere in mid of December with his parents who were planning for his bright future..will he “celebrate” it?noo..cause his parents future has been distorted..just a fraction of seconds back he was lying in his fathers lap safe n secure and later he stood all alone..i wonder will he ever come to know the meaning of the word “ma”….“pa”
Terrorism has given rise to hundreds of tragic stories..God forbid,but it will keep on adding until a stringent action is enforced..
I read a banner smwhere stating.. “Nation of lions,lead by dogs” I would like to add to it a “nation of sleeping lions,lead by dogs..” anyhow sleeping lions are better than barking dogs..but when,when are these lions gonna wake..if not nw then when?We are the victims as well as culprits..becoz time n again we are letting it happen..

Gandhiji once said if sm1 slaps u on one cheek give him the othr one..bt he never specified if sm1 slaps on the othr as well what should u do…coz its understood that therz always a tolerance limit..how many more slaps are we gonna stick on our face..parliament attack,mumbai local attack,delhi attacks,jaipur attacks the list is endless but when are we gonna react that’s not decided as yet..

The reason for anger and anguish is pertinent..bt im afraid that with time,we the timid people of this country would soon forget about the same..its just another topic of debate in the parliament for these vampire politicians..our politicians have proved themselves enough, what more do we expect!!thats the reason im urging the common man..and not the politicians..
I consider dying in a war is better than dying for no reason..and surrendering oneself in front of a few insane.inhuman,vicious creatures..(they don't even deserve to be called as humans..)is just like giving up ur moral...

If ur in your skin and flesh with ur heart intact..you are fortunate enough to survive,coz anyday could be your last day....as a nation we need not take inspiration from any othr country..coz we are capable enough to design our own fortune..and differentiate wats right and wrong..wat we need is to get rid of few foolish politicians.. and wind up these deadly acts of terror demonstrating blood sheds all over..
I wonder what should be the next step and when??Its time to react to this jingoism befre it dies out..because thrz no othr option left..
"We do not create terrorism by fighting the terrorists. We invite terrorism by ignoring them."